Janurary 22nd 2026 The first month of my second last semenster is almost complete, with great success. I am proud of myself! Lots of things keep changing, but many stay the same. My bf and i broke up, though we are still best friends. However, i feel conflicted for lots of good reasons. I love him but im not sure that we are good for each other as a romantic couple again. I'm afraid that being in a relationship will ruin our good friendship and fun times. I dont know if that even makes sense, haha. i feel that everything will b ok for both of us tho, he is a good person and life is too short to stress.

Feburary 2nd 2026 i keep thinking about summer, about how much fun it will be to travel and party with my friends. i moved back home with my family for the winter to be closer to my work term, but it is a long drive to the cafes i like, so i feel a bit cooped up. however, i feel new vigour. i can feel myself drifting away from expectated mindsets and responsibilities of our society. i want to explore the good world and feel new in strange places. i will not let other people tell me what my normal is supposed to look like.